Today, I woke up feeling a little sick. My mom came in my room and sat on my bed. You know when your parents do this, it's never a good thing. Well, she told me that my grandma Breazile had passed away this morning around 2ish. It sucks really bad, I'm really horrible at sharing my emotions in real life but I just dont know how to react anymore. I've lost 3 grandparents in the past half year. I haven't even had time to coap with my feelings on one and the next one passes away as well. I just really wish the world would sort of come to a stop, that way I can just sit here and think about my life and try to make things better for not only me, but my family as well.
Last night was Halloween. It was pretty much boring. I sat at my grandmas with my brother, Ema, and Dan. Collin was supposed to come but he was with a friend and didn't want to just "dump his friend off". Funny thing is, he told me yesterday that he would spend Halloween with me if his parents would allow it. So I was pretty much dissapointed with the night.
Today I want to go to Eagle and see all my friend with Amy. I haven't got to ask Amy yet because it's kinda early in the morning. But I'm more afraid of asking my mom. With the whole grandma thing I'm not so sure she wants me to take her car. :( I guess it never hurt to ask right?
R.I.P. Grandma Debbie
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